I am definitely under spiritual attack and it is excruciatingly painful. I feel alone, I feel inadequate, I feel rejected and alone, I feel depressed and struggle with anxiety and compulsive behavior. My life is unmanageable. I want to vanish in thin air. My heart is broken, I feel abandoned and neglected. I feel it's excuciating to let my needs be known. I'm in shock of when I became this person? I used to be so free and full of faith and love. I am wounded. I am unhealthy and I need intercessory prayer. I need the Lord. Please fill me God. I am more than empty. I am crushed. Please give me strength to wake up in the morning - go take care of my kids & be a good mom. Please help me to be a good college student. Lord please heal me from my marriage. Please let my husband repent and take ownership for his past & current actions. Please heal him as a person. Help me to have firm boundaries. I am so sad. I feel unworthy of love and belonging - but my head knows different - but my heart thinks it's true. Oh God I desperately need you.