Praying that things just fall into place soon. It feels like everything in life is so out of sync and it's making me feel negative overall. It feels like everything I've worked for was for nothing. It feels like everything I've done right was overshadowed by everything I've done wrong. It's the storm- and I am wanting out because I feel like I am drowning in it. I feel like I've given too much of myself and lost myself in the process. I'm tired. I have relationships where I don't know if they're worth keeping- after all, what relationship is worth it if you can't trust them or talk to them honestly? Everything is just a mess and I want God to take control of it. I don't want the option (of some things) in my realm of possibility unless he wants it there. How will I know what it/they are though? Just feeling so lost and alone right now...