Hello Lyn, I have had anxiety and panic attacks since I was 16 and I'm now 64. One thing to remember is no one has ever died;(that I know of) of a panic attack. I am not a saleswoman, but have you considered CBD? It is not Marijuana, it's part of the plant, but with no THC. You will not get "high". It helps tremendously with pain, anxiety, and sleep etc.. I use it and it's amazing. I have a permanent and total disability which causes a crazy amount of pain!! CBD will help that too. God has a purpose for you and all of us. He helps me through bad times and anxious times. I will pray for you as it so hard to live with what you are experiencing. God Bless you and hang in there!