I haven't been myself lately. I think fangirling and the thought of being inferior and nothing compared to famous people got me feeling so insecure. I felt so insecure that I skipped dinner and went to bed early and wake up late. But now I want to fix myself and get back to being the real me. Lord, thank you for helping me recognize that I haven't been myself lately. Please help me get back on track and focus on my goals. I know that I do not deserve your grace but I am asking for your help still. Please help me become a better person.