God, I’ve made some horrible mistakes because of past issues as you know, in my relationship. Please, I plead with you for clemency. Shine love and forgiveness in Shannon’s heart, soul and mind. I acted childish out of fear, that darned fear of abandonment. Please Lord, help us reconcile our arguments and our relationship. He is the only good man I’ve ever known. Please, in the name of Your Son Jesus Christ and all the angels and saints, bring us through this together and stronger, and help me do better and him too. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen