Thank you to everyone who prays for me. It really makes a difference and I do feel lighter in my heart. May God richly bless each one of you because God alone knows how many times I've been at the end of my rope. I want to be delivered once and for all so I can stop coming back and asking for prayer because I really hate bothering people and mental illness is something you can't see and that just makes me want to reach out even less. Please pray that God would help me wait patiently and remain encouraged and that He would give me some sense of peace or way of knowing I will be ok or that things will be ok. I will pray for each person who prays for me. I trust God will answer all the prayers I pray over other people. He always has. I would pray for myself too but for some reason He only responds and answers other people's prayers when I pray for them. Thank you for taking the time to read this and may God bless you for your care. Prayer means so much to those of us with mental health issues because alot of times, we're being attacked spiritually and the thoughts we have coming at us aren't our own. It took me awhile to understand this and it was even more frightening before I understood what was happening. Many people who have mental illness or are under spiritual attacks don't know and when people come and ask for prayers for mental health issues, it's because prayer works. Prayer is the only thing that truly works.