My heart is so heavy right now. We were able to do the trip and it just made me fall harder from him. Why does two people meet and just be perfect for each other and not be together? Its so hard for me to accept that we will never be together because he is already married and he already chose her. Please pray for me. To be able to get over this. To move on from it. I just love him so much that I just can’t let go of him. I know he doesn’t love me the way i love him but i just love him unconditionally.