I wish i could shake this mistake off me! We have a loving God who forgives us! The guilt of my mistake keeps bothering me! I forgive myself
but maybe I am having a hard time forgiving myself totally, but I need to in order to be the radiant christian I need to be.... I just keep hurting alot from saying what I did to my best friend.... I know in my heart I am not like that....I was just having a bad day when I said what I did to my best friend.....You sometimes say things you don't mean when you are upset....I am having a hard time being a radiant christian cuz I am hurting alot inside! I care about my friend very much and I wish this storm would be over soon! I know this is a learning thing i am going thru, and that this storm is to draw me closer to him! It's just really hard going thru this storm, And I need to see the light at the end of the tunnel! I am praying for me and my friend to reconnect! I know God is light and I am praying that he will help me put this mistake behind me!! We all make mistakes and we are forgiven because Christ died for our sins!!! I believe God is teaching me patience through all this! I just want to be happy again!