God is testing my faith and refining me! very painful process! I am missing my best friend very much! ! I love Jesus very much! i just have a really hard time going thru these storms! sometimes i wish we did not have to through these storms, but in order to get to the rainbow, me must go through the storm! I sometimes wonder if this storm is ever going to end! I am feeling so sad, but i know God is just getting me stronger in him! i keep trying to remember the song that says the pain you been going thru is nothing compared to the joy that's coming! I pray my joy comes back soon! I pray God will allow me and my friend to reconnect because my light is having a hard time shining right! I am happy i have Jesus in my heart , but sad without my friend! I will so happy when the day comes when my joy returns!God is my joy, but when i am going thru a rough storm, i become sad! I keep trying to keep my faith and believe God is going to come thru! i pray he comes thru soon! I don't like this pain i am going thru! I know God comforts us with our pain, but it's so hard to be joyful during this time!

feeling very sad, but I need to keep holding on to my faith....It is so hard when it feels like it's taking a long time.... still praying for me and my friend to reconnect.... back in october, i said something that was taken the wrong way....I did not mean it the way it came out.... I Love the Lord no matter what but my light is having a really hard time shining when i am this sad....it's like you want to tell others about Christ but your feeling so down and depressed, and of course they can see it in you that you are not feeling right...My light can shine so much better when i am happier than i am right now! I am trying to have patience but it's so hard when you are feeling down.... I miss my friend very much! we need our best friends cuz they help encourage us, lift us up, and help us grow stronger in the Lord....I can be a huge light to the World, but when my light don't shine right and I am feeling very sad,my light go es under the bush and has a hard time coming out right! how can you witness to others when your light is under the bush? I know I cannot rush God in his ways, so I am not even going to try, but I do pray this storm i am going thru will turn into a rainbow soon! I Love Jesus very much but my light is not shining very well right now due to sadness!

I wish i could shake this mistake off me! We have a loving God who forgives us! The guilt of my mistake keeps bothering me! I forgive myself
but maybe I am having a hard time forgiving myself totally, but I need to in order to be the radiant christian I need to be.... I just keep hurting alot from saying what I did to my best friend.... I know in my heart I am not like that....I was just having a bad day when I said what I did to my best friend.....You sometimes say things you don't mean when you are upset....I am having a hard time being a radiant christian cuz I am hurting alot inside! I care about my friend very much and I wish this storm would be over soon! I know this is a learning thing i am going thru, and that this storm is to draw me closer to him! It's just really hard going thru this storm, And I need to see the light at the end of the tunnel! I am praying for me and my friend to reconnect! I know God is light and I am praying that he will help me put this mistake behind me!! We all make mistakes and we are forgiven because Christ died for our sins!!! I believe God is teaching me patience through all this! I just want to be happy again!

Sometimes i wish could go back in time and undo a mistake i made... but I know we have a loving God who forgives us for our wrong doing....I love Jesus very much and I feel really bad for saying something i totally did not mean to say to my very best friend...I Love her family dearly and I am so thankful for God putting her in my path to lead me to salvation....at one time I drifted away and when I started to come back, I said something I totally regretted saying to my very best friend....The doctor had me on depression pills but they were making my situation worse... what I really needed was Jesus back in my Life....Now that I have Jesus back in my Life, I want him to stay, and never depart....I Love Jesus no matter what, but it would sure be nice to have my friend a part of my life as well....I gave the wrong impression of myself when I said what i did....I was only just upset at the time...Sometimes you say things you don't mean when you are upset... I have been forgiven for my mistake, but I have been hurting alot inside...I need prayers that me and my friend can reconnect, and the ability to be able to put this mistake behind me....It bothers me very highly that I was that foolish that day.... I forgive myself, but the pain of the mistake keeps bothering me.... I LOVE JESUS FOR HE IS THE ONLY WAY! i don't want to be without my best friend....for she helps me alot in my walk for Jesus!! _I need total forgiveness for my mistake and to be able to reconnect with my best friend.....She is like family to me!

Sometimes i wish could go back in time and undo a mistake i made... but I know we have a loving God who forgives us for our wrong doing....I love Jesus very much and I feel really bad for saying something i totally did not mean to say to my very best friend...I Love her family dearly and I am so thankful for God putting her in my path to lead me to salvation....at one time I drifted away and when I started to come back, I said something I totally regretted saying to my very best friend....The doctor had me on depression pills but they were making my situation worse... what I really needed was Jesus back in my Life....Now that I have Jesus back in my Life, I want him to stay, and never depart....I Love Jesus no matter what, but it would sure be nice to have my friend a part of my life as well....I gave the wrong impression of myself when I said what i did....I was only just upset at the time...Sometimes you say things you don't mean when you are upset... I have been forgiven for my mistake, but I have been hurting alot inside...I need prayers that me and my friend can reconnect, and the ability to be able to put this mistake behind me....It bothers me very highly that I was that foolish that day.... I forgive myself, but the pain of the mistake keeps bothering me.... I LOVE JESUS FOR HE IS THE ONLY WAY! i don't want to be without my best friend....for she helps me alot in my walk for Jesus!!
I need total forgiveness for my mistake and to be able to reconnect with my best friend.....She is like family to me!

... just enter the te xt of your prayer ...I am still praying for me and my best friend to reconnect! I care about her like she is part of my own family! She really means alot to me.... we are starting to talk, but right now I feel i need to give her the space she needs....There was one day i said something i did not mean....I would not want to ever lose her friendship cuz i care about her very much...I have known my friend for 35 years and her friendship is very precious to me.... She has helped me so much in my walk with Jesus...I was very upset the day i said something i did not mean to say....I would be very upset if anything ever happened to her, but I would not ever want to take my life or quit serving God....I pray that we can soon reconnect cuz I love her so much like a sister in the Lord.... She is big inspiration in my life... I would not be where i am today without her help....I Love the Lord so much, and I love her like a fantastic sister in the Lord....