feeling very sad, but I need to keep holding on to my faith....It is so hard when it feels like it's taking a long time.... still praying for me and my friend to reconnect.... back in october, i said something that was taken the wrong way....I did not mean it the way it came out.... I Love the Lord no matter what but my light is having a really hard time shining when i am this sad....it's like you want to tell others about Christ but your feeling so down and depressed, and of course they can see it in you that you are not feeling right...My light can shine so much better when i am happier than i am right now! I am trying to have patience but it's so hard when you are feeling down.... I miss my friend very much! we need our best friends cuz they help encourage us, lift us up, and help us grow stronger in the Lord....I can be a huge light to the World, but when my light don't shine right and I am feeling very sad,my light go es under the bush and has a hard time coming out right! how can you witness to others when your light is under the bush? I know I cannot rush God in his ways, so I am not even going to try, but I do pray this storm i am going thru will turn into a rainbow soon! I Love Jesus very much but my light is not shining very well right now due to sadness!