I am praying for you to find something else that you may find to be even better than what you were doing and also keep that chin up on the depression and trust me it is something i know all too much about and i know hearing what i said about keeping your chin up is lame and no help but i just thought i would try a little bit of bitter/sweet humor with it b/c sometimes i myself will smile when someone tells me that in a humorous way ... i understand there is nothing humorous about your situation but i am praying for you not to worsen in that area b/c god is good -this i know- and he will in his time and his timing is always right on so in time the best is yet to come to you through him ... in jesus' name. amen.
he has a better plan for you ... have the faith ...

I will be praying for you b/c i can relate to your request and what you are experiencing b/c i am the very same way and when i just let GOD it all ends up to work out for the best ,,,, even if there are hurdles to overcome and then i have to turn to the Bible and read on His word to know or try to know what it is that is His will and try to stand firm in it ..... i am new to this part of this page and i love it and hope you can understand what it is i am trying to express to you... GOD BLESS YOU !

This has helped me very much ... hearing about how you felt like you lost your spirit .... right now i am going through some things with my daughter ..... i feel as though she has stripped my spirit from me but it is not her .... it is the way i am handling the problems we are having with one another .... she is a 47 yr old young lady and is extemely smart and beautiful but does nothing with her life now ... i really needed to post this for prayer - right ! Thanks for your story b/c it did help me out very much ..... GOD BLESS YOU & YOURS !