Hi, I am feeling ripped apart this day and for the past two days. I cannot shake it. God has been giving me answers but the pain in my heart is still here. I keep crying and sleeping and I cannot eat and I am diabetic. This is so unbearable. I have been in situations like this before and after many years it had finally subsided and now this person came back into my life on the computer not in person and tempted me with loving music and words and sucked me right in. This happened once before with him and the same outcome happened. I don't understand why God would allow it again and this time it hurts worse than before. Please pray for me and I need to talk with someone.