my last prayer was about me voicing who i really was and god gave me the answer and now that I'm out of that closet i was hiding in i can begin my life but i ask prayer for my mother that she begins to accept me for how i really am and not see me as a sin or what she hoped me to be lord i ask that you send me strength to as i struggle telling the rest of my family and guide my sister Karina as her and josh plan their wedding and help them make it it about them; they have been trying to please people so much they forgot that it is their wedding not the family's. lord i know that some people don't accept people like me but i know if you didn't love me i wouldn't be here today because you have let me end my life awhile ago and i know now that i am meant to live to change how my family views people

send me strength so that i may be able to voice who i really am to all and not hide behind my shield from all the hate let me be as free to show hate the love i have and may the hate of the mystery of nonacceptance turn to a loving acceptance from family and friends so far god only accepts me for who i really am because god loves all no matter race, cultural, gender and sexual orientation