May the Lord help me in my financial difficulties. My debts are everywhere and some are already after me. I hope the Lord will show me the way to get the means for me to pay all of it. I am sad of my life. I never thought I will be in such state. I hope I will get through this.

Lord, why did you not make me pretty enough, rich enough, smart enough and good enough to be truly loved back?

Dear Lord,

It's my birthday today. Thank you for all the good blessings as well as the obstacles, hurt, pain and sadness you have given me.

Lord, I don't know what you have in store in my 38th year. I wish it is a kinder year and may true happiness look for me and stay. I know with the obstacles that carried over is not a good way to start my year but I hope I'll be able to overcome it soon with your help. Lord, this is the first time that I feel this empty and sad on my birthday. This is the first time that I feel anxious more than hopeful. As my special day is about to end, I am wondering what kind of obstacles you will give me. How much hurt and pains I will get. How much sadder I will be. If it is not my time to be truly happy, at least give me ample strength to fulfill all the trials you plan for me. To make you happy.

Lord, I know that you know what I want for my life. There was no flowers from you again today. It means I am still not meant to be happy this year or maybe I am not really meant to be happy. Oh well...

Good or bad Lord, thank you.

Dear Lord,

I pray that Nixon and his new gf will be happy together. I hope they are the right persons for each other. I hope Nixon will not do the same hurt he did to me. I f you see that he will do it again, please spare the girl from misery. Save her heart. Otherwise, shower them with blessings and I hope it will be the start of something good for them.

Lord, I am still hurt of what happened, but I trust you. I know you will bless me for the generosity I gave. I know you will replace everything that I lost. I am trying my best to be strong and accept the things that hurt me. I will pass this, through your grace, guidance and love. I may be literally at rock bottom, but I know you will extend your hand to me and give me the happiness i deserve.

Thank you for the trials. thank you for the hurt. thank you for the realization. i'll be okay, lord. I'll be okay.

mama mary, lead me to the right people, to the right opportunity for me to pay all my debts bestowed on me by Nixon. i am sad but trying hard to be strong because i have to. no one would help me. not even Nixon.

Thank you, Lord for letting me hit the wall again. I hope and pray by fulfilling Your plan, You will help me with all the debts Nixon bestowed on me. It's my fault too that I loved. It's my fault too that I believed. It's my fault that I helped. I hope whatever I lost and where I am now, that is in deep shit, You will help me up and regain myself. I guess Love doesn't really love me after all, I just keep pushing it that it loves me back. I was wrong. Your Life plan for me may be unkind, but I know you will help me at least my head stay afloat in times of adversity. Thank you for the experience, Lord. Thank you for the heartache. May you bless Nixon for fulfilling Your plan to hurt me and made me believe that there is Love in my life. Thank you, Lord. Thank you.

May you help my friend Nixon find sufficient funds for him to re-book his flight from Nigeria. He has already been through a lot from that country and he just wants his way out to be with his son. Please guide him to the right people, the right opportunity and the right moment for him to acquire money that he needs badly. Don't do this for me, Lord. Do this for him and to his son. Guide and protect him today for he needs your help. Thank you.

Lord,

I lift to you Nixon who is in the hospital now due to beatings he got from the robbers in Nigeria. I am thankful though that there are still good people who brought him to the hospital, doctors who treated him with care and most of all, he only suffered a strain neck and hand. It could have been worse since he is in another country. Although he is safe now, I still continue to lift him to you and ask to cover him with Your Precious Blood for his protection while he is in Nigeria and always. St. Michael the Archangel, i lift him to you too for you are God's precious protector. I don't know if this is your test for us as a couple but I know you will help me and Nixon get through it. I am away from him and it's hard, so I count on you Lord, to protect him and keep him safe from harm for me.

Thank you.

Dear Lord, I lift to you my relationship with my Nixon. May you continue to guide, protect and nourish us with your love. May you always bless Nixon and his son with all the blessings and grace they deserve. I pray that he is the one for me. Lord, help my Nixon with his problem, I know you will provide him with his immediate need. I also want to thank you for the project you have given me. I hope they will still ask for my services. And may you hear and answer every prayer lifted to You here. Give them the best answer that you think will benefit them tremendously :)

Lord, as I try to make my freelancing on a serious level, may you bless and guide me in this. May you lead me to good opportunities so that it will help me grow in all aspects of my life. Help me in every step for this is a risk that I chose to take, even with eyes closed.

Lord, I continue to pray and help me and my sisters find a good tenant so that all our financial struggles will be lessened.

I also pray for my heart to be healed. Despite of what has been done to me, i still would like to continue to be kind even in thoughts for Ian, for I know in the end it will be worth it. As for him, I know you will teach him a lesson someday, I just pray that he will take it openly and hopefully live the lesson.

I pray for everyone asking for help from you. May you answer their prayers according to your will and what is best for them. May every day pass with a lighter feeling in everyone's heart.