My prayer is for my son his name is Stefone Blacksher, he is hanging on to a thread at the moment! What I mean by this is that my son is very ill! He has stage 5 kidney disease anyone that has it will know exactly what I am talking about. Kidney disease can come from so many different things my son's came from drinking! Oh boy this is so hard for me to write. I see the life draining out of my son! I no longer see anything in his eyes but a sadness that I can't even understand, it is like my soul or should I say that ours souls are connected in away! It is as if I can feel his pain! I can hardly breath when I look at my son. I dare not let him see me cry or loose my composure! When I first found out I cried in front of him but I had turned my head toward the wall and cried silently and I walked out of the room only to return to finish hearing his doctor speak to us. He was able to see that I had been crying and he said moma don't cry I am ok. At this time his kidney was 28% and now it is only 4% so now u see what I mean, He feels so much anger, at himself and he says mom I did this to myself, I don't blame no one mom but myself.
So I am asking for all of the prayers that I can get for my son. Tomorrow he will start his dialysis for the first time today! Yesterday his legs were both very swollen and they said it was because his kidneys is shutting down on him. He is 64"1/2 in height and he only was weighing 129 pounding with the welling he weights alot more! I am so afraid please pray for us also to find a kidney soon for my son. He had someone that said that he was willing to let him have a kidney it was one of his cousins and he has now pulled out. Right now my son is in God's Hands now, we have no support from family it is his sister and me that are his strong supporter's and of course the people that I tell his story too! Thanks to each and everyone for your Prayers in Advance!!

I need prayer for myself, Other than my Heavenly FATHER, I'm all that I got. I say to myself sometime that he is all that I need, I talk to him all the time to ask him why is my life so sad, depressing, my heart hurts not for a man but for my family. Jesus gave me my children so that I wouldn't be along in the world temporarily, meaning that they belong to him. everything is so complicated, I tell Jesus all the time that i'm not happy. He wants me to spend this time to get to know him. I really haven't yet, I pray and read the bible sometimes but I still don't feel like I know him like I should. I feel that there is so much more, that he wants me to know. and I want only to please him. so I feel stuck either way I try to move I run into a wall and i'm stuck there for a few days like being in a maze I can hardly find my way out. I also feel that I don't try hard enough. I have so much confusion in my head sometimes I don't know if i'm going or coming. sometime I forget what I even read in my Bible and a few days later i'll remember what I read. although I haven't read my Bible in awhile maybe a few things and a few things can't teach me about my heavenly father. I love him and fear him. it seems as if I don't feel that i'm honoring him, because I miss my family meaning my children. I wish that he wouldn't feel upset at his servant but he is a jealous God. I know that my children will never know how much I love and miss them. I have family but no one seem to notice that i'm even alive. not just my children all my relatives. My sister, my brother and three of my children. I have 4 but one does respect and treat me like her mother. I love them all from the depts. of my heart. I try to communicate threw facebook I even show up to some of their get togethers. it always seem so fake each and everytime, i'm around them. I always have a smile on my face especially now because if not they than think that I have an attitude in which none of that really matter's to me. what matter's to me is Jesus and spending me some me time with him. I KNOW that he loves me, I also know that he is here for me. I want u to pray that my children come back into my life a lot sooner than what i'm thinking. I don't want for them to come back to me fake I have to know if they are being fake or real. I don't want to get my hopes up. I do believe one day my Heavenly Father will fix this rift between us. I just need prayer for these problems. I can't just blame anyone my problem I just have to get stronger so that I can fight my own demons because i'm not perfect either and I don't even like myself either.
AMEN, THANK U BEVERLY!!

My heavenly father and who ever else that reads this. i ask that u will pray for me. i lost my way and i can't seem to find my way back. u see i was wroged by a person that i loved and trusted! i was betrayed by this person, and no matter how i have given it to JESUS i keep takin it back. meaning that i really didn't cast my worries on him! if i had than i would have not felt the way that i feel now. i want to learn how to forgive this person and go on with my life with or without! forgiveness is a very strong word. but as my message said that i have to forgive or my heart will be hardened and that i would lose my compassion to forgive. i don't want this burden on my shoulder's any more. please lord teach me your way, and help me to see things your way. this world is so corrupt and i want to live the rest of my life knowing that i was able to forgive that person. amen