Trusting God is not always easy but it is always necessary. Trust builds in baby steps and in testing. God loves me more than I deserve and I Praise Him for helping me to trust Him more than what is happening and/or situations. He has helped me through a divorce (2012) I didn't want. Through some very dark times when I seriously thought that I didn't want to live or wake up! I was in the military and did what was right, but I still have PTSD. God has been healing me (about 5 months ago, I was delivered from the Spirit of Fear and Abandonment!) They say I have an impressive resume'; yet I am unemployed. I am not anxious about finances or my circumstances. I'm not saying I have perfect peace, but I do not worry about those things because I know God loves and knows my needs better than I do. He will be faithful to you also! Just call out His Name and ask Him for help! He is closer than the air you breathe!