God please help me to not believe the voices telling me I should leave this planet the same day I arrived. Help me not to believe I am hopeless, worthless and everyone even my family especially my family would be better off without me. I am so vexed and lost and scared and although I know your with me why do I feel so alone. Will I ever get it? I know others have it worse I'm not feeling sorry for myself I'm not. I'm asking for mercy and for your help Lord. I really need you now more than ever. In Jesus name amen.