Heavenly father I ask that you guide my steps. Free me from this pain, give me the strength to hold on. Give me patience Lord to wait on you. I know your will is what's best for me. Show me the way to go Lord. I am holding on to you word. I know you know what is in my heart and I know you will continue to bless me and keep me. I thank you Father for your Grace and Mercy. I know without you in my life I would not have made it this far. Thank you Lord for loving me, even when I didn't love myself.