Hello! Can somebody please pray for me. I am so hurt behind someone I loved for 3 years and it was not the right situation. So, I had to walk away. Please don't judge me, but the person is married. It hurts me so much in my heart, that I cannot forgive myself, especially since I have morals & values. I was at such a weak, vulnerable & low point in my life, and my long time boyfriend just passed away a year prior to meetimg this person. I have asked God to forgive me numerous times, however, it's hard for me to let go of the hurt and pain & thinking of the person even though I walked away 6mnths ago. Also, the person close friend hated me and I believe still does because they felt as though I stole that person away from them, which i never meant to, we just developed a close bond. hat person told me that God should've flipped my car over & killed me in a bad car accident where a man crashed head on into my car & also, said horrible things about my ex bf who was my world as to which I have been lost without him since 07 when he passed on. I have tried to forgive that person who wished these horrible things on me & I know it's mere jealousy, while the one I cared about thought it is all funy and seemed to want people to fight over them. My point is, I just want to stop hurting & let go of the bitterness & mostly forgive myself. I have been single for 7 years, but I believe God will send the person to love when he's ready to, otherwise I'm meant to be alone. I won't settle nor sleep around. I'm a woman who is classy not trashy and I give my whole heart to one person. PLEASE someone pray for me, PLEASE, I'm in tears, life is getting hard, I take care of my father who is 76 & my mother who has a mental illness, and that's so hard, I love them though with all my heart & soul. I'm a student in college & have been slipping & losing focus on my studies because I'm all alone with no real friends and I just want one real friend. I am such a big hearted person who needs someone to come along as my angel like I always am for people. My family is struggling financially without much fd as well but God is providing what we need in small doses. OMG i'm sooooo HURT I am crying so bad right now, but I AM a strong person, I KNOW how strong the power of prayer is so that's why I'm gonna try this for once.I just want someone to come along and be my friend, people are so selfish & fake ...in my life (past & present) Thanks so much & God Bless ALL!
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