Pray that my family including John will b e reunited that our hearts will be joined again

so much in my life seems to be going on and i dont know how to handle it or what to do.. I asked the guy iwas with for three years to leave but ireally didnot want him to all i want is for him to come home and our lives be filled with joy once again John is sick and so am i i pray that we both realize the mistakes we made move past them and join ourselves back together I love him so much....