Hi, I need prayers. Lately, I haven't been myself. I sleep at dawn, often want to be alone and stay at home much more than usual. I am impatient with family, and get tired easily. I feel hopelessness and fear about the future.

I'm unemployed and ashamed of my life, yet not willing/ being able to do something to change my situation. I also admit, sometimes I wish to die. I do not know how to explain to my family, because I don't understand my own feelings either.

But... I can't keep going like this. Additionally, I'm not praying very much these days. I sometimes read the Word, but do not really get into it. I honestly don't know what to do, or how to push myself anymore. I'd hoped to recover, but it seems I only die a little more every day. Please help me. Thanks.