In the same boat, sister. Take courage and pray a lot, especially during the quiet nights when you remember everything about your person. Jesus is not put off by how honest or detailed you'll be about your feelings. You can expect His answer and help because He is close to the broken hearted and crushed in spirit. Don't worry, in time, we'll all make it.

(Romans 15:13) "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."

God bless. 🕊️