i have stage 4 terminal cancer n chemo pills didnt stop the spreading..im having surgery 1/5 to put in a port for starting chemo infusions ...my last cancer surgery ,,i almost didnt make it,,n im really scared ..please pray all goes well..thankyou n god bless u all....

hi friends...i have stage 4 terminal renal cell carcinoma[kidney cancer] that has spread to my lung ,ribs n bones...my husband is bypolar n cant afford meds, he cant work also due to back pain,,i cant work due to chemo pills daily..we have 3 cildren ,2 at home..my social security checks have been withheld for last 3 mos..due to an error...i need lots of prayers that god will help me to stay strong,n live out my life[i have 3 to 10 yrs] ..i have so much phisical n mental pain.. i have 1 grandson 21/2 nwant to see him grow up... help me to get through this stressful time..i also shattere my hip at work 3 yrs. ago n take 2 different meds. for that pain..help me to see the good in everyone n to live a fruitful rest of my life...thank you.......