I thought that I was doing better but then my feet get kicked right out from under me again. I watch as my now ex-husband prospers through his sin. I work so hard to live my belief as my life, but I am constantly punished. I feel so defeated. I am losing my house because of what he did. I am so tired of hurting, both physically and mentally. I just don't know why or what the point of being alive is anymore. I don't even know what I am asking prayer for. Just pray that I can keep going another day.

My husband of 30 years left me in April for another man (now a woman, maybe). He rushed through a divorce and will now probably marry this person immediately. He used to be a strong believer, but he began having an affair with him/her almost three years ago. I feel like I am dead inside. I had been very ill, and just as I began to recover he deserted me and our entire family. He has cut ties with everyone and everything he ever loved. The thing is this - this person used scripture to lure him away. They would send each other scripture to justify what they were doing. I am just so lost. I am trying to move on, but I don't know how. He was my best friend and I miss him - especially now during this time of holiday traditions and family. I am working to focus on Christ, but it feels like the Enemy is working overtime on me! Please, just pray that I can make it through the holidays and all of the days that follow without him in my life. It seems like he is a totally different person than he was. Now he is cruel and acts as if I never existed. I know God is with me, I just need a booster shot, so to speak, through prayer. Thank you to all and a very Merry Christmas to all of you. - Joy

My husband of 30 years left me earlier this year for another person who is an apostate. He/she (I say it this way because no one knows if this is a man dressed as a woman or a woman) drew him away from me with her lies while using God's Word to do so while I was literally dying from a severe illness. I had been recovering physically when he blindsided me with wanting a divorce. God did not allow the divorce to go through - he literally blocked it from happening, which is a blessing in itself. This is my first holiday season with out him, and I am very sad and depressed. I am trying to not live in pity, but it's so hard. I don't understand what the reason for this time of testing and trusting has come just now, but I am working on giving everything to God. Please pray for me that I can make it through this time with grace and dignity. I feel like hurting him as he has hurt me, but that is wrong. I feel so conflicted. It feels like he has just thrown me and our kids and life away for this deceiver with no consequences - so I ask for prayer for him, Matthew, as well that God's will may be done in his life. Thank you to those in Christ who will pray for me. - Joy

I would ask for God's will in my marriage. My husband of 29 years left me in April for another woman - after I had been deathly ill for the past 3 years. They have been having an affair for more than two years. I DO NOT want a divorce! But our court date is set for Nov.2. Please pray for my husband that his eyes will be opened to the wickedness of this woman, who has taken him away from God, his family, the church. Everything that has ever been important in his life - left behind. He has lied about me under oath! I just ask for prayer for both of us. Thank you. - Joy

Please pray for my husband,Matthew and I, that somehow God will show him that this divorce that he is seeking is not the answer. We have been married for 29 years on October 18th, but he left me for another woman who has decieved him and he has been blinded by Satan - by his tricks and this woman's wiles. She uses Holy Scripture to justify what they are doing, but please pray that the scales will fall from his eyes, that he sees the truth BEFORE the divorce is final. I DON'T want to be divorced. I know that Matt has to learn whatever it is that God has for him to learn, but I miss him so. He was more than my husband; he has been my best friend, my confidant, my everything. Just pray that God's will be done, as I am not the creator of the Universe, and I don't know how he is going to use this. Thank you for your prayers. - Joy