I am a single mom, i have 2 grown boys, and 1 daughter that is 12.. I have been sick with cancer on an off since 1992. It is to the point that my boys don't want to face me like this any more. It is worse, I have done everything Dr's have asked... I am tired of fighting , I am not doing any more surgeries.. I hate this for my daughter I am not always able to do the normal things moms a daughter do, but I do try..... The poor child is in deep depression she wont talk to me though, we have counselors but she don't talk to them either.. I pray she open up to me, although I do know what she is feeling but only if we could talk.. I just found out that she is denying my sickness, and she is telling people that I am an alcoholic, witch is so not true.... she doesn't understand this is not attention she needs, this could get her taking away from me if was to tell this to the wrong people, is this what she wants, is she tired too, of me being sick.. Please pray that we can work together, and get this straight.. Please ask God to keep giving strength with this..

I am moving to a better home for my families needs. It is moving very slow, there is lots of work to be done,please pray for my patience, and my ability to do to do what needs to be done.. Thank you , Nocona McDonald..