It will be six yrs in April since my husband of 40 yrs died. I have lost so many friends and family since then. Cancer and heart disease are both so devastating. I keep trying to bounce back only to be knocked flat again time after time. I am tired and I am weary of all this turmoil. I want the sun to come out and shine for me in my life. I am so very alone and lonely but I still have you Dear Lord and I am grateful for you and will never stray from "you". Please pray for me and my family.