I just discovered that my boyfriend who I've been in a serious relationship with for 3 years has been cheating on me with hundreds of women online, and has even gone out with someone. He has been lying to me all this time. And can't understand or sympathise with my pain. He thinks the matter is trivial and can be forgotten about, just like that. The pain is excruciating and the paranoia and hurt occupy my mind, especially at night. I can't sleep. it's hard to work. Please pray that the pain subsides and I learn to forgive and understand and have compassion. Nobody is perfect. I need your faith to heal me and surround me with light and give me inner lightness. i need your help. the pain is unbearable.