I have health issues that cause me a great deal of pain.I live on Social Security and am trying to get an aid to come clean my house for me twice a week. I applied for it and need your prayers that it gets approved.I can no longer sweep,mop or do any repetitive motions.I can't stand for more than 10 minutes at a time without my back spasming and causing me a great deal of pain. I need help desperately but may not qualify by the standards of Medicare.

My dearest friend committed suicide on April 26,2012. She was such a wonderful person and believed so strongly in Our Lord.She suffered with pain and demons only she knew. She was my rock and we shared just about everything. But I am struggling with my feelings about this.Pray for me to understand and forgive her and for me to have the strength to start a new chapter in my life without my friend. To Kathy with a K, from Cathy with a C. Frineds and sisters forever! God be with you.

My best friend of almost 19 years ended her life on April 26,2012. My heart is broken by this. I talked to her only hours before she died. I fear that her soul did not go to heaven because of her suicide. I have cried until my face swelled up and my eyes feel like they have sand in them. I am trying very hard to forgive her for this because she was a God fearing woman and married to a Baptist minister. I know she was in a lot of pain most of the time but so am I. The officiate at her memorial said that God would forgive her,but where in the Bible does it say that? I know the Lord is with me,but please pray for me to understand and forgive.I am trying but it hurts so much. Please prayer for us both.