I have been in debt and without work for so long. I have emotional/mental issues, I think. I cannot focus anymore.. I cannot obtain a job with my credit history ( bankruptcy is not an option) My daughter is a great kid who deserves more than I can give her. Her father no longer bothers as she is 16. She is beginning to hate me and I have no family. Please pray that I may make better choices and that I will hear when God speaks. I want the angers and hurt to leave so I can see more clearly that there has to be something I can do to stop this downward spiral.