Pray to God that you may find one in your path. Try a Thrift Store. They have sales somedays.

Don't change your heart. God see you. Change your environment. People can take kindness for weakness. Pray to God to show you who you can be of service to. Giving yourself to the widow, poor, and lame is help. Sometimes we try to play God in people lives who he would like to come to him. Pray to be Gods hands and feet and proceed embracing your beautiful heart.