Please Jesus Let my children know how much I love All five of them! They are the most precious to me. In this life they are all I have of the man who owns my heart! I love your father so much. I miss him so much everyday! I look at you and I see him. He loved you so much. I don’t care if your mad at me. I am sorry that I made bad choices. You are my everything an I don’t care how you feel about me! I carried you in my womb and gave you life. I am real sick! I will be gone an your dad is coming for me soon. I will be in heaven so no matter how you feel now you will never know what the four of you an Holly mean to me! Dear Jesus please let them know I love them! I love you Claudia! I didn’t say that gorilla thing. I would never say that! Satan wants to tear us down so he hurt you Marty! Tell them about the mucus plug when Jamie was born. Remember you were in the shower an I said mucus plug, and it wasn’t me then either! You witnessed it. I guess God didn’t want you to have Jamie in the apartment. If your honest Claudia you know I did not say that! I told you many times I love you many times. God please tell them the truth. I love Jimmy's daughters too. I was close with Jimmy more than you will ever know. I am really happy that I have all five of you an I know you all love me. Without me none of you would exist! Think about that when you look at all your beautiful children! All twelve of my grandchildren would not exist if not for me! And the best part is none of you can do a fucking thing about it! Lol! I made all you beautiful angels! Lol I want you to think about that Lol. I am the main link! Charlcia Ann Guthrie, without me fools none of you would even exist without your beautiful mother. I asked my husband Marty to come and get me. It’s hard to leave you but it’s almost my time. I miss BIG Marty! I will be able to see all of you from heaven. I will be young and beautiful! Eventually we will all be with
each other. I am sorry Bob, I will not make it to 84.
Just have faith in Jesus. Teach your children about Jesus, for his blood 🩸is everything. The kids especially the girls and Vince they need to know Jesus. I am sorry I hurt your feelings Bubba. It was not me! Satan will trick you an try to tear us down.
Father, Please encourage all of them to read the Bible because through his word and his love for us He will be knocking on your door He is our savior an the only way to Jesus is his blood 🩸He is the only way for us to live in Paradise for eternity. With all my heart I do encourage you to find a church an go to teach the children about God. All these things I pray in Gods son’s name Jesus Christ. Amen!

I pray that Bubba lets his anger go! I didn’t mean to hurt him It was strange!! I feel a lot of pain! I don’t understand God! I woke today thinking of Bubba but it’s ok Bubba can be a prick! Why do I have to feel any pain! It was not me! I have a hard life and if I ignore the call I don’t understand I don’t want to ignore anything but I don’t understand what you are saying God??????
I love Marty. Both of them! The pain is terrible!! Please lord! Can you help me understand adjust please don’t make it more painful I know I have to adjusted the coarse of my life! pain gets stronger!please don’t make it harder / I am sorry
Adjust the coarse of my life! Help me I don’t understand?

Dear Jesus, I love you Lord! Everyday I think how I didn’t mean to hurt my youngest son. I love him so much. I ask for forgiveness from my Youngest son. I love Marty. He has always been close to me. He has two beautiful children that this MEAN TERRIBLE EVIL
woman gave him. I adore them. I adore my precious grandchildren. I am so sorry Lord! She acted like she loved me but she never ever loved me. She is in this world for one reason! All she cares about is her selfish self! God forgive me but she loves herself. Her children have never known you!? She doesn’t know you nor do their children. I pray my son will see through her. I love you and all these years later I am his. I know he awaits me. I don’t believe that those men who came to our home to kill my husband will ever see heaven. I am stuck in a world without him. Claudia has hurt me over and over. I don’t like her at all. Forgive me GOD!! I try to forgive people because we who know you love you. I think my heart will be forgiving. I hate myself for hurting Marty. I saw his face an he was hurt! I never will forgive myself. She is happy because she is jealous of me. If Marty really loves her then Lord Jesus I love her too. Marty let her hurt me over an over…..I don’t like her. Please God help get through this!! It wasn’t me as I know I would not ever say that to him. You know it was the evil one
Help me heal dear Jesus. A special prayer for little Marty! Grandma loves him. I understand he was acting out because his father is evil too. Bless him Jesus, let him awaken an know you. He has a real beautiful heart like Bob. Take Chad out of his life forever. All he did is influence him to be evil. He loves his mother which I understand completely. Heather can’t find it in her heart to forgive me! Oh well! I can’t find it in my heart to forgive her. I hope Mike really loves her because she is mean! I can accept her being gone. Forgive me because she went to tell Grandpa an accuse me of being a bad mom. I feel like Whatever because I didn’t lose much because I never had much with her. Honor thy mother an thy Father. Please bless Ronnie! He is a very good man!
He worries about me. He loves me! I love him so so much. God Bless Holly. Help her Lord to see me an someway let Holly know I love her so so much! I would never hurt Holly. I never talked bad about my baby girl! Claudia is evil. I doubt very much that Marty will stay with her! He deserves a woman who brings him joy. He is precious to me! God Bless Mary
I love who she is! We are family now! I love her. She is very special! Bless Ronnie an I with love. Let us grow closer with each passing day. Help me with your love Help me to be honest an real. Help me to be more positive! Help me not to cry. Make these black eyes go away. Help me to be healthy an strong. I don’t want to go to your paradise yet because Ronnie he needs me. Please don’t let me go till I dance with my grandchildren at their weddings an let me enjoy my 12 grandkids. God I wanna be a Great Grandma! I wanna see my great grandchildren. Please God I pray I don’t have anymore pain. I loved Linda but after she hurt me so bad I can’t stomach her and all her lies. I leave Linda to you GOD! I don’t want to know her. She robbed me of my social security and that is elder abuse! She needs to have nothing to realize how wrong 😑 she was doing that to me. I leave Linda with you Lord. I don’t want her to be my family or friend!!! She is nothing to me! JESUS I am tired of Greg being the middle man to someone who doesn’t deserve to ever see me ever again! GOOD BYE my niece, I don’t want to run into her. I don’t like back stabbers! I didn’t lose anything because I never had anything. Please GOD watch over me everyday! Help Ronnie an I to be happy together. Let me get my truck fixed. Thank you for blessing me with a real nice truck. Thank You for all my blessings! Thank you for my mom teaching me all about YOU! All these prayers I ask you GOD in your son’s name! I am so thankful to Rachel on Facebook and Rachel my own daughter! I love them both! Thank you for my good caring loving friends! Help me to be happy, help me to be a good wife to Ronnie! Please let Ronnie love me and not put me down! Please have Bryan an his wife Kristy stay out of our lives. They have been cruel to both Ronnie and me. Trumpers! My heart goes out to Ukrainian, Please let them win this horrible war. Putin has a special place in hell!!! I pray Ron will want to kiss me an make love to me! Please let Greg leave me alone. God bless Biden. Thankyou for David
Richmond who loves me so much. I have a lot of respect for this man. Please help Chuck to be happy and healthy. God bless our entire family! I pray for anyone I missed that needs prayers! I love you father. I don’t doubt you anymore. That was the evil one. I know I will see Marty again because I have faith and Hope with you dear Jesus!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I am wonderful. I love my youngest son Marty. Please don’t let him hate me, please Jesus! God bless my big brother, Kathy, Amber, Nicole, Bob, Bobby, Jess, Ariana, Rob, Fye, Dustin, and all their so beautiful children. GOD BLESS UKRAINE, Bless the many who have been killed by covid, Putin an his filthy war! Amen