It began when my mom pass away on August 13,2021 of Cancer I don’t see light I walk in this dark walk of anxiety and depression and my insomnia at a thousand I don’t see my life like I use too I walk with fear and so many unknown questions with no answers just with if’s and why’s I miss her so much I cry every day I feel so alone having so much company around me but still alone I hate this world and the things around me I want her back I want my normal back crazy part is death has been introduce to me 6 years ago my little brother die in a car accident it change me never in my mind and soul would I ever see myself in this dark room again with these thoughts that are driving me insane I want me back God would I get me back? this emptiness and sadness consumes my daily life help me God I’m tired of crying I need closure I need peace I need me..