Dear God, I feel so helpless and alone sometimes. Carry the world on my shoulders. So much hate and racism going on. The rich and greedy get more rich and powerful while people like us who are “middle” class or less are struggling to make ends meet. Robbing Peter to pay Paul Peter is out of money too. My children need help they’re adults, but they’re trying to go to college and my oldest daughter is a single mom with a special-needs kid, is struggling financially mentally and when you’re just not in a place to help. She has 3 boys and gets bullied and breaks my heart. My brother-in-law is going for hard-core radiation for his bone cancer, which has been going through for 10 years. I’m afraid because if he dies, I think my sister will die of a broken heart and then my mom whose 85 will follow. The world, finances, health worries are breaking my heart. I wish my 18 and 21 yr old believed in you. I don’t force them. I just pray they will find their way. I have a great husband too.