Please pray that I am able to let go of all of this anger, hurt and resentment and fear I have. I feel as if I am being thrown challenge ofter challenge. I am trying to see the bigger picture here but the hurt goes so deep. Especially when it is my family doing it. I continue strong in my faith and I always ask myself what am is God trying to show me. But, my heart hurts. The tears won't stop. I had no idea so many people thought of me as worthless instead of somebody striving for happiness. I have given almost a decade caring for my ill father and I found out now that none of that matters to him or anybody else. believe me I didn't do it for the rewards or anything. I did it because I am his daughter. And I love him. Only to find that he doesn't care, my brother doesn't care. Nobody. I feel so alone. I keep asking God to please please please help me. I am just lost. I have set aside everything...lost jobs, used all vacation and sick days to take him to the doctor and so forth. I am just lost. How could my own family do this to me. What do I do?! God I am begging you for help. I need you so much right now. I am holding onto my faith in you. But, I am struggling to continue to just be a good person no matter what when all I see around me aroundthe selfish and the greedy getting ahead. I know it's not right but yet they continue to succeed while my family struggles. Help me. Please.

Please say a prayers for me and my family. We are experiencing very hard times and we feel like we are sinking. We hold strong in our faith and I know God has my back. We just need some light to shine through instead of all the darkness that keeps surrounding us. We had ANOTHER finacial setback yesterday and it has already been too hard and now it has gotten worse. I pray every day but I think I need more help. Thank you so very much for your prayers and kindness.
~Mary, Luke and Kamia Conners