I pray Jesus that I will quit making excuses for so much in my life, so that I can finally just get things done.. I'm such a procrastinator and it makes me feel so BAD about myself!! Including the fact that I'm so ready to be closer to you & really want to get myself, my husband & children back in a church that we all like. I miss the feeling being in your home gives me & us as a family. I desperately am in need of feeling like I'm a part of something important. I know I am because I'm a Mother & have been so blessed with 3 very Awesome children and a Loving Husband, I just feel as if there is something else out there that I need to be a part of. Lord Please help me find it. I pray that you forgive me for my sins & that I can also forgive myself for the way I have done & handled things in the past. Three of them that you know exactly what I'm talking about. Thank you for giving me the peace that I have recently found in my heart! You are an AWESOME God!