I know what that feeling feel likes, I have struggled with that too. So I encourage you in the Lord to be Strong and Courageous, mighty woman of God. He has something Great coming your way, but we have an enemy that taunts us, so get your weapons of truth and faith
Put on your Armor of God on and fight fight and fight this enemy! God is right there with you, he will Never forsake you, Put your HOPE in Him, read Psalm 27 and 37 and 91. Just BELIEVE!!! He says in Psalms 103 that He HEALS ALL YOUR diseases. Wait upon him and it shall pass.
Start to Sing and Praise Hik because when you do , those feelings go away. God Loves for use to PRAISE JIM. God bless you & praying for you