Please pray the Holy Spirit helps me be at peace with this never getting better. Please pray the Holy Spirit gives me peace that I'm going to have depression forever and that God isn't going to deliver me. Please pray the Holy Spirit gives me peace about being in bondage forever and helps me accept that God isn't going to deliver me. Please pray God helps me accept and be at peace with the fact that I'm dying, I can't do this on my own, God won't help me, and it won't get better. Please pray God would help me forget everything because its too painful and He doesn't want to help so I might as well forget until I die.