i think me and my best friend are cutting ties and i dont think i have the strength or the courage to let go. i really hurt her so bad to the point that she had to leave. and i completely understand that because who wouldn't? it's just that im still clinging on to every bit of hope that one day we'll get to talk things out but it seems impossible because it's been seven months since we last spoke. im losing hope. i dont know if i should continue letting go because what if one of these days she suddenly messages but i completely detach myself from her? but at the same time what if she never messages? my mind is growing tired and everytime i ask God for a sign, it's like He's telling me to let go, but i just don't know how because she's been a big part of my life and i still want her here. i really miss her and i dont want it to end like this. im really tired of being alone