Please pray for me. I am really feeling to urge to give up. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for 20 years now and nothing really helps. No medicine or therapy or anything really makes a difference. I have prayed to God but my prayers never seem to get answered. I feel like there is no end to this. I know I can't do another 20 years barely hanging on. Along with an addiction, I am tired of everything. I am tired of life and overwhelmed about fixing it. I don't trust anyone. I can't open up because I've been burned so many times in the past. God doesn't answer my prayers even though I have prayed and cried out to Him almost every night. I don't know if He even cares or hears me. I need to be heard and understood. I don't feel either. I don't want to end my life but this is too much to handle and God won't respond to me no matter how much I cry or pray or anything. I'm losing the will to fight this anymore. God doesn't care so I don't have a chance. I'm trying to hold on in case He does care but it's getting to be too much work to even hope anymore. I feel I'm being crushed to death and I can't breathe.
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Flossy God does care for you and he wants to make you stronger. Take your life into your own hands. It’s hard when we pray to God and we ask others to help us or save us and it appears that we are being ignored but no. God has given you the strength inside yourself to rid yourself of your addiction and to rise up and have a new happy life. I KNOW you can do this. HE lives within us and you CAN do this. Sending you love, hope and prayers. 💕
Flossy God does care for you and he wants to make you stronger. Take your life into your own hands. It’s hard when we pray to God and we ask others to help us or save us and it appears that we are being ignored but no. God has given you the strength inside yourself to rid yourself of your addiction and to rise up and have a new happy life. I KNOW you can do this. HE lives within us and you CAN do this. Sending you love, hope and prayers. 💕
Let me share the message of the Lord for me and hope this will bring you the answer.
"When everyone around you seems to be in bad spirits, bickering and complaining, take a step back. It's so easy to answer in kind, but instead feel into your heart and answer gently. Let peace radiate from you."