Flossy
Flossy Archibeque
Apr 26, 2021

Prayer Request

Please pray for me. I am really feeling to urge to give up. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for 20 years now and nothing really helps. No medicine or therapy or anything really makes a difference. I have prayed to God but my prayers never seem to get answered. I feel like there is no end to this. I know I can't do another 20 years barely hanging on. Along with an addiction, I am tired of everything. I am tired of life and overwhelmed about fixing it. I don't trust anyone. I can't open up because I've been burned so many times in the past. God doesn't answer my prayers even though I have prayed and cried out to Him almost every night. I don't know if He even cares or hears me. I need to be heard and understood. I don't feel either. I don't want to end my life but this is too much to handle and God won't respond to me no matter how much I cry or pray or anything. I'm losing the will to fight this anymore. God doesn't care so I don't have a chance. I'm trying to hold on in case He does care but it's getting to be too much work to even hope anymore. I feel I'm being crushed to death and I can't breathe.