Papa G. First and foremost, thank you for everything <3 I don't know how to express on how thankful I am but I know you already know what's in my mind and heart.

Papa G. I'm sorry. I feel like I'm giving up. I don't believe in love anymore. :((( And to be honest, I'm tired of waiting. Everyday, I'm not okay and it's difficult for me to show them that I'm okay when in fact, I'm not. How to be happy papa G? :(( I miss true happiness. I miss everything. I miss being loved by someone. Please help me papa G. please tell me how to be happy for real. Please help me to be patient. I know your plans are better than mine. I know everything happens for a reason and everything is going to be alright. I love you papa G! Please don't leave me :((( I need your hugs.