Paps God. I am really tired of stressing my self out for the things that I don't have any control over with. I tried to clam down, until now, I am trying to keep my self calm. I tried to stop thinking of those things and I tried to stop reaching to you as well, these pat few days. I really don't understand what's happening. I am stressed out. I am still praying for same things. I am calm. I don't know why I can't cry. Maybe I am tired. Please help. You know my prayers. I am desperately asking, praying for it. I wanna give up. In Jesus Name! Amen!