My life has taken many twists and turns over the past several years. I am faced with a lot of different adversity and there are times that I am at a complete loss and feel so very abandoned. Please keep me in prayer.
Lord, you know the needs that I bring before you. Our family is torn right now and it breaks my heart. I ask Lord that you please guide my children the way that they should be living. Lord I ask that you watch over my grandson, I fear that one parent is trying to use him against the other parent which isn't good, just because the two of them aren't able to make their marriage work. I understand my sons position in the fact that he has to work and his wife should have been a bit more understanding and quit being so judgmental because of the fact that he was working just because she thought he should be home...not realizing he was working so she could be home with their baby. I also ask Lord, that you please give my youngest son his loving heart back. He had it shredded by someone that he loved heart and soul until he found out that she had cheated on him from day one of their marriage. He has had such a horrible time trying to adjust to this. It has also gotten him to the point that he has become irritable with others around him, please heal his heart Lord. Lord, I also ask that you please help my middle son. He was injured in an accident several weeks ago and is still seeing doctors to determine if he is going to have to have surgery. Please heal him so that he does not have to, also please help to strengthen his relationship with his wife. They have had a few little issues but are working through them. Lord, I know that they love each other and with your guidance they will be able to overcome and have a wonderful relationship. Lord, you also know my heart and my desires. My heart has been heavy for quite some time and I would truly like to have my desires fulfilled. I know that nothing is impossible with you. Lord, please watch over and guide us all in the path that you would have us go. Please help us to provide for our needs, give us forgiving hearts, watch over all the sick and heal them as thy will be done. Lord, I ask all this in your precious son Jesus Name, Amen.
Please pray for me. I feel as though I am lost in this world with no one to turn to. I turn to God but I don't feel like my prayers are being heard, I keep praying though just hoping that by some miracle they will be. I am tired of hurting and feeling so alone all the time. My heart is emotionally torn. I know I messed up a really good thing and I have tried to make amends. The other person also told me that they wanted it fixed to but it appears as though that wasn't the case. If true love really exists and happiness is a possibility, please God help me. I can't take this pain in my heart any longer. I am so tired of hurting all of the time. It has been too long.
My life still hasn't had very many bright spots in it here recently. It seems that nothing I do is ever right. Everything seems to be going wrong. I still hate the fact that I messed up so long ago. I can't help but to believe that the person that I hurt still has feelings for me and is only being convinced not to communicate with me because someone is holding something over his head. I am pretty sure that is the case. I would like to request that everyone please pray in agreement with me for God to help lead us back to one another. I know in my heart that would be the best thing. I hope and pray that is also Gods will. For so long now my faith has been dwindling because of the fact that my life is in such shambles. I gave it over to God but when it seems that nothing is working out for the good, like most humans, I take it back. I just don't know what to do anymore. I have gotten to the point recently that if things don't soon start looking up and going in a better direction than what they are now, I know that I am going to go in the complete opposite direction and then there will be no turning back because it will be a permanent conclusion.
I have begged and pleaded for God to help me but it just doesn't seem like it's happening. There isn't anything happy around me anymore.
I have been going through a lot of things for a very long time. One thing is that a while back I messed up really bad and thought that because the love of my life had to be working away from home for weeks on end, that I didn't want to be with him any longer. It didn't take too long before I realized that I truly wanted to be with my love even if there was distance (because of work, for a while). We talked and decided that we were going to work everything out and stay together. Then I found out that there was someone else. He informed me that he was seeing her while we were apart but he didn't want to be with her but at the same time, whenever he tried to break it off she would threaten him with hurting either herself or someone that he loved. Needless to say, right now he is with her. She has broken his cell phone twice and now he is not allowed to have a phone because she doesn't want him to have any communication with me or with any of his family, including his children. I miss him so much. I keep asking God to please help me. I know that if it isn't in Gods will, then it will not happen. Right now though I feel like God has turned his back on me. If you would, please join me in prayer for God to help reunite me with the man that I love and miss so much.
Also, because of all the stress in my life, my health which wasn't the greatest is definitely getting worse. I have fibromyalgia. I had suffered with severe chronic migraines and a pinched nerve in my neck for many years. Over the last year the migraines have been coming more and more frequent. About 2 months ago I was finally diagnosed with the fibromyalgia when the pain had gotten to my arms, lower back, legs, and was causing the bottoms of my feet to hurt. After they had ruled out all other options and performed a "trigger" test and several consultations with other doctors, I was diagnosed with the fibro. Right now it is a matter of finding the right medications and dosage.
I also worry a lot about my children and the decisions that they are making. If you all would, please join with me in prayer for God to please hear my plea and help me. I could truly use a bit of good in my life.
I have managed to get myself in a mess and I don't see much light at the end of the tunnel. I have been praying and somehow still don't see any light.
I know God is real and that he hears our prayers. I keep trying to be strong to get through all of this. I try to give it to God but I am human and still want to bring it back and I worry. Please pray for God to give me strength and understanding in getting through this horrible mess that I am in.
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