I have been going through a lot of things for a very long time. One thing is that a while back I messed up really bad and thought that because the love of my life had to be working away from home for weeks on end, that I didn't want to be with him any longer. It didn't take too long before I realized that I truly wanted to be with my love even if there was distance (because of work, for a while). We talked and decided that we were going to work everything out and stay together. Then I found out that there was someone else. He informed me that he was seeing her while we were apart but he didn't want to be with her but at the same time, whenever he tried to break it off she would threaten him with hurting either herself or someone that he loved. Needless to say, right now he is with her. She has broken his cell phone twice and now he is not allowed to have a phone because she doesn't want him to have any communication with me or with any of his family, including his children. I miss him so much. I keep asking God to please help me. I know that if it isn't in Gods will, then it will not happen. Right now though I feel like God has turned his back on me. If you would, please join me in prayer for God to help reunite me with the man that I love and miss so much.
Also, because of all the stress in my life, my health which wasn't the greatest is definitely getting worse. I have fibromyalgia. I had suffered with severe chronic migraines and a pinched nerve in my neck for many years. Over the last year the migraines have been coming more and more frequent. About 2 months ago I was finally diagnosed with the fibromyalgia when the pain had gotten to my arms, lower back, legs, and was causing the bottoms of my feet to hurt. After they had ruled out all other options and performed a "trigger" test and several consultations with other doctors, I was diagnosed with the fibro. Right now it is a matter of finding the right medications and dosage.
I also worry a lot about my children and the decisions that they are making. If you all would, please join with me in prayer for God to please hear my plea and help me. I could truly use a bit of good in my life.