hope my enemies are getting tired teasing me...hope they will 4give me 4 i've done...hope my dreams will came true...

dear God I'm aimlessly asking 4 a help...i don't know what decision 2 be made...there are things bothering me...i thought leaving someone that I love is the right thing to do...he gave me heartaches but I'm still holding on because I love him... but it hurts me so much when I came to think all the things he had lied to me...I'm so depressed can't help myself...I've no one to linger seems nobody cares for me...