please pray for me. i feel useless. i feel dumb. i am so bored with my circumstances to the point that i almost give up everything. i'm so lonely. please pray for me.

please pray for me. i feel like I'm lost. there so much hatred, resentment, pain, doubt in my heart. I've been this for three years. i want to let go of this feeling but unfortunately, i don't know how. :'(