Please help me break this addiction of bad men in my life. I am currently in a bad relationship its toxic I am afraid of him. I know it sounds easier than done but where I am currently living there has been 2 deaths in this house in the past 2 years , one was a good friend of my sisters and the other was her son. I feel I will be #3. This man I am with he was my everything till all the lies , deceits, cheating online and more lies. The put me downs have made me lose lots of weight, I am 5 ft 7 weighing 113 pounds. Stress, anxiety, panic attacks along with nerves. I have no appetite but I know I need food to survive this cruel world. Please give me the courage to kick him to the curb where he belongs and never ever look back on this well of course for lessons learned. I also need the strength to get through this without losing more weight.. Even my little doggie is getting anxiety attacks from the yelling and slamming of doors. Help me, please pray for me. Thank you