In 2010 I experienced tremendous disappointment with someone . it make me hurt and hatred. I tried to survive in my pride. But I felt lonely and unloved.
In 2012 all of my efforts were destroyed, many times I tried to rise up with my own abilities and strengths, but always suffered losses and dead ends,
until 2017, I was in an extraordinary struggle until I was completely powerless.
During that time, my husband and I did not have a permanent job. We are facing heavy financial problem
I keep in praying while crying, I keep in Faith, never loose Hope, and I try to do the best to care my family and others.
God is good, still nourishes our lives, and blesses our children, even though the situation is very difficult,
God gives me happiness through the achievements and kindness of my children.
I remain grateful for every small blessing, but we remain in a terrible struggle.
One night on prayer, God reminded me that I still had hurt and hatred... and therefore I often fell into sin.
I keep pray to able to forgive, and try to free myself from the pain that I kept for years, it wasn't easy for me.
Praise The Lord, with the guidance of the Holy Spirit, finally I can forgive, and my inner wounds heal .
God open the way out for us, my husband and I get a job again.
I return to spiritual activities and service in the church with my beloved husband.
When God is willing to open the door, all doors will open, When God wants to restore our lives, surely God will restore and fill with abundant blessings.
Now I didn't rely on myself, only relying on God and His Will.
I am aware, God's will is the best for our lives.
Never save heartache and hatred, try to forgive.
Whatever your circumstances, stay strong in Faith, Hope, Love, and forgiveness.
May this testimony be a blessing to all of you.
I convey this for the greatest glory of the name of God.
God bless you. Amen.

Who am I that You Maintain? Who am I that You noticed? Oh the Almighty God ....

In the long heavy and struggle live ...
only to God we could placed of refuge and rely
A mother's heart was cried when her daughter got a good chance, but I could not able to support her financially ...
The day of departure draws near, I was helpless, my heart is screaming and crying ... but I keep encouraging my daughter, that we have the Most Kind and Most Rich God, who will not shut out His Eyes from our difficulties ... I just asked my daughter to keep in faith, real faith in life is a living faith.,. we believe when God has begun his good work in my daughter, God will solve and finalize everything
Our family can only pray and try our best ...
Thank God, today God revealed His goodness and love for my daughter, God has drive the hearts of good people who can give financial support to my daughter needs,,
Praise the Lord, on last August 24, 2016 with God blessing, my daughter went to South Korea for a student exchange scholarship for one semester. without worry for the cost of living over there ... The Lord is good, very good indeed.

All are for the greatest glory of God - " Ad Maioren Dei Gloriam".

To all good hearts of who have supported our daughter, we would like to say thank you very much, may God reward them abundantly with all the goodness and blessing in the lives of their families. Amen.

To my children , be remain humble and faithful in every event of your life, difficult or happy time, all just for the Implementation of the divine, because God's love is in our lives. Face every reality of your life with a smile.
God bless.