I humbly ask for prayers, yet again... my 2024 continues to be a tumultuous one. Just as I've been trying to recover mentally and emotionally from suicide attempts this past couple of months, I've now been hit with subacute pulmonary embolism. It is just my 4th day in the hospital and my health insurance has already been depleted, and I am still struggling financially after coming back from sabbatical without pay. I have already been seen by a slew of doctors and went through extensive tests but they can't even figure out why my blood is clotting.

Dearest Lord, I am clutching desperately yet I am feeling myself slipping away. Please...please...help me...

Please pray for me - I have attempted to kill myself twice just this January, and I still feel helpless and hopeless. My employer has put me on sabbatical but without any pay at all and my finances have been dwindling and I cannot even begin to heal. I'm trying to entrust the Lord with everything but I feel my walls are closing in on me again and the voices are becoming louder and louder in my head again.

Please pray for the soul of Mary Brassey :( May she rest in peace