Dear God , I want to give thanks to you by surrounding me with people who love me dearly on Christmas. My mother , my sisters , my dad , my boyfriend, and closest friends. Please forgive me that sometimes I don't acknowledge this blessing and everyday I have to acknowledge everyday that I am surrounded by people who love me and that I don't show it as often cause my emotions are locked in a cage. Even though both my parents who are divorced are suffering through some type of financial trouble there is still I hope , I believe it is and hopefully I am right Lord . Even though I didn't get accepted to my favorite college I will continue to keep my head up high . Hopefully my dad will find food to eat , my older sister who herself is suffering the physical and emotional abuse of my dad and hugely financial difficulty where she has to pay for her college classes through her credit card. And my mom who is dealing with a break up and she's emotionally damaged and feel as if she is lonely and no man will be there to protect her . I know you will not fail us Lord , you never do . You are always in my heart and I live to serve you . But sometimes I feel as if Your not listening , but then good things take times. I'm learning to love myself every single day , that's the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Because I don't love myself I'm vulnerable to society in a bad way and I'm not achieving my dreams are being motivated enough . Hopefully there is hope through my messed up life , cause it makes me cry every time I think about it .
Amen , Jesus Christ my lord and savior.
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