I need help.. Please help me...I'm scared...I dont wanna die. PLEASE!

I can't carry this anymore.. I'm hurting I'm sad I'm lonely I'm tired of being tired... I want to know what's it's like to ok...I'm probably not going to be missed if even noticed that I am gone...it be doing everyone else a favor...I have no home.. and everytime I have a place to stay in the beginning it's nice and I finally feel safe and then it doesn't matter how much I try to do or help or not... It doesn't take long before I am asked or demanded to full fill other not suitable for the site requests adult requests if I say no things turn inside out and here it comes if I give in I am not asked to go but if I say no in no time at all it's time for me to go...find elsewhere go to a shelter .. but if I would of said yes having to go wouldn't of been the case.. not today anyway.. tomorrow..if tomorrow even comes.. maybe he the twist I so desperately need freed from...the unknown the where and what's next.. no where to go but up they. Say well I'm not quite sure the up spoken here is the up I am willing and ready to and much to tired of life that I'm not scared of the end I've have been finished and done for far to long now that I no longer feel anymore... I am a ghost ... My soul is lost out there and I'm to tired of fighting myself and all in order to keep it together it's drifting searching and well it to is probably better off anywhere else then within me....

We pray for finacial help as we are working so very hard for our family and seem to never have ends meet, we help people but it seems to bite us in the end we need guidance to make this all work out, we believe in father god and have faith that it will, please pray for us! Amen :,)

Please pray for my brother James, he is in a bad relationship, which is blinding him from his true families love, and his son. He is in a controlling relationship, and is scared to get out, so his girlfriend needs a prayer to be a nicer person, not abusive, to him or her daughter. So they both need a prayer for different reasons....In Jesus name Amen

I have a rebelious 16 year old daughter, who decided it was time to move out she just turned sixteen a week ago and decided to leave 2 days b4 christmas, :'( She is in highschool and is in great need of prayer she generally is a good kid but I am affraid she will head down the wrong road, due to negative influences in her life...Please pray for her and those negative influences as they to need prayer.. I pray she comes home, but the attitude doesn't :( Please help! we should be happy not sad, it's Christmas and family should be together to celebrate Jesus's birthday, he is the reason we are here! Please help us, amen