Dear heavenly Father, I know it wasn't in your plan for my baby to live and that's why she's not here. But please help me understand. I don't know why I carried her for her to perish? I have so many questions and I don't understand so much but I'm trying. Please take care of my little baby, this is a different kind of hurt.

Please pray with me that our family soon has a home. We haven't had a home in 7 months, though some days I have felt like completely losing faith, I haven't. Though it has seemed like the longest journey ever somehow I'm grateful for it. My children however are miserable and for that my faith is shaken, we've never been in this position before and they are having a really hard time coping with our current situation. We've moved through 3 separate states and they are in their 3rd school this year alone and we are blessed to live in a travel trailer of a family friend, however it's been very long and cold nights. My 13 year old is failing in school for the lack of stability and my 5 year old is in a state of confusion. I hope and pray I am blessed with a job soon and we are able to have our own place to call home again, thank you for your prayers.